Play a game where you close your eyes very tightly, and when you open your eyes, you have amnesia and you must draw the details of your life from your surroundings.I open my eyes. There are two monitors in front of me. A blank page and a movie. The movie is about men who dress as women. I look down to see a hairy body in undershorts. My legs and neck are sore.
AM/PM by Amelia Gray
I stand up to observe the room I am in. There are various items strewn about. Too many things.
Going around the room, I see a mostly full bottle of bourbon on a dresser next to a flask and other empty beer bottles. There is a small plastic cylinder which houses some form of asthma medication in front of a large peacock feather. A pile of clothes composed of what appear to be jeans, black t-shirts, and a mix and match of shorts and sweatshirts. There is a drum set and guitar nearby. I pick up the guitar and attempt to play it. My fingers move clumsily across the fretboard and produce nothing all too alluring. There is a unicycle under the bed. I decide not to try my luck. I see several books lying around the floor and desk. There are too many things. I focus back on the desk where I woke up.
There are car keys and a wallet. The identification card inside shows a picture of a young boy born in 1986. His name is Paul Chakerian. There is a credit card with a kitten printed on it and about 12 dollars in cash. There is a cellular phone.
I stand up to to find a mirror. The image I see before me vaguely reflects that of the identification card. I must be this Paul Chakerian, owner of 12 dollars and a guitar he (I) can't play. I look at the pupils of this creature in front of me; constricting and dilating as his eyes adjust to strange light.
Now what? I go back to the room and sift through the junk, trying to piece together something tangible.
Well that was kind of fun. I could write forever about that but of course I wanted to stick to the interesting things. I wouldn't say it's entirely compelling, but it is interesting how much stock I've invested in my possessions. I drink beer, I try to learn musical instruments, I ride a unicycle, I have some clothes that cover my body. To some extent, these things do define my sense of self on a superficial level. However, my thoughts are intelligence are crucial as well. And somehow I am instilled with an insatiable desire to share all these aspects of my life and learn new things from others.
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